Saturday, April 25, 2009
i messed up..
it's all my fault. if i didn't get mad for the most stupidest reasons this would have never happened. i just ruined everything. we haven't lasted like this for a long time before.. and i wished this never happened.. i just wished i shouldn't have gotten mad.. it's all my fault! i regret doing it. i wish i could just rewind all of this so i can start all over.. i miss his voice. i miss his text messages. i miss his calls. i miss everything... i tried hiding my sadness from my friends, but i just couldn't.. i can't stop thinking about him and our good memories.. like our videos and our pictures.. i just want him back.. but it's up to him, and it's all my fault. but i sure truly am really sorry.. i love you..
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Stressin...
schedule has been currazzy. CST for 2 weeks. ughh boring! but short class periods. tomorrow minimum day. grades are in. 6 more weeks `til school is obuurr! then SUMMER! but still i need more time to pick up my grades. doing the best i can. headaches keep coming. i need some rest.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Spring Break
is about to be over. & here comes school again. ughhh gay! i wish it was summer already..
Spring Break was whatevers. didn't really do anything.
april 14 was probably the most fun day out of my whole spring break. got picked up at like 10 in the morning by the boyprend. slept at his house til our friends brian dineros and haresh mistry came over. got ready. went to walnut high during there lunch time cause brian wanted to go, but we weren't able to go in. so we went to the village. then luckily i remembered how to get to our friend kaysee's house. but she's really kinda family to me. had a childhood together. haha. so we went to her house and kinda surprised her. so we picked her up and went to cue. it was fun. but really hot in there. haha. after cue we went back to walnut high cause they were out. there bitch ass security wouldn't let us in. he would follow us wherever we go. and told brian he would arrest him cause he's 17. lol. but we still found out a way to get in. then we got hungry, and kristen tagged along with us. so we went to puente hills mall, ate at jolliebee. mmmmm spaghetti and chicken! so filipinos hah! then stephanie came along. so we took a group picture with the bee. haha. after that everyone left to go st. lorenzo for there dance practice for the youth rally. but me and the boyprend mark stayed at the mall and walked a little bit. then kristen called and said she forgot her stuff in the car. so we drove to the church. chilled and watched for a little bit. then mark took me home. on the way home we were just singing to the camera. and talking. haha. it was chill.
yesterday my friends andy and chris came over cause they were bored. so we decided to go to the movies. we took the bus. then i made them watch hannah montana. haha. it was alright. chris said it was good. andy just kept saying we should've watched knowing. haha. after we walked to the mall. ate at mcdo. then went to macys and sat there. and we felt the floor shaking and got scared cause we thought it was an earthquake so we went outside. sat outside. thinking of who to call to pick us up to take us home cause we didn't have a ride back. ahha. we called everyone we knew who could drive, but they either didn't answer or pick up. lazy people. haha. our best friend in the whole entire worl kat was our only hope. and she said fine she'll pick us up. so she did. then took us home. it was an alright day..
now it's saturday and i'm not gonna do anything cause i have to finish homework.. and since my babyboy is out of town for drumline, it's a goodtime for me to rest and get thigns done. but i sure do miss him! lol. but i do wish him goodluck =] alright. gonna go eat now. i love you, behbehs!
Spring Break was whatevers. didn't really do anything.
april 14 was probably the most fun day out of my whole spring break. got picked up at like 10 in the morning by the boyprend. slept at his house til our friends brian dineros and haresh mistry came over. got ready. went to walnut high during there lunch time cause brian wanted to go, but we weren't able to go in. so we went to the village. then luckily i remembered how to get to our friend kaysee's house. but she's really kinda family to me. had a childhood together. haha. so we went to her house and kinda surprised her. so we picked her up and went to cue. it was fun. but really hot in there. haha. after cue we went back to walnut high cause they were out. there bitch ass security wouldn't let us in. he would follow us wherever we go. and told brian he would arrest him cause he's 17. lol. but we still found out a way to get in. then we got hungry, and kristen tagged along with us. so we went to puente hills mall, ate at jolliebee. mmmmm spaghetti and chicken! so filipinos hah! then stephanie came along. so we took a group picture with the bee. haha. after that everyone left to go st. lorenzo for there dance practice for the youth rally. but me and the boyprend mark stayed at the mall and walked a little bit. then kristen called and said she forgot her stuff in the car. so we drove to the church. chilled and watched for a little bit. then mark took me home. on the way home we were just singing to the camera. and talking. haha. it was chill.
yesterday my friends andy and chris came over cause they were bored. so we decided to go to the movies. we took the bus. then i made them watch hannah montana. haha. it was alright. chris said it was good. andy just kept saying we should've watched knowing. haha. after we walked to the mall. ate at mcdo. then went to macys and sat there. and we felt the floor shaking and got scared cause we thought it was an earthquake so we went outside. sat outside. thinking of who to call to pick us up to take us home cause we didn't have a ride back. ahha. we called everyone we knew who could drive, but they either didn't answer or pick up. lazy people. haha. our best friend in the whole entire worl kat was our only hope. and she said fine she'll pick us up. so she did. then took us home. it was an alright day..
now it's saturday and i'm not gonna do anything cause i have to finish homework.. and since my babyboy is out of town for drumline, it's a goodtime for me to rest and get thigns done. but i sure do miss him! lol. but i do wish him goodluck =] alright. gonna go eat now. i love you, behbehs!
Monday, April 13, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
Finally!
Spring Break!
i started my spring break yesterday, but really it starts on monday, and so yes i didn't go to school yesterday and today. i wanted to extend my spring break.
my spring break started out pretty guhhhreaaat! so yesterday i woke up at 8 and then got ready because my boyprend came to pick me up to go play ball. so after he picked me up we went to La Verne to go pick up our best friend Brian Dineros and Pierre. We chilled a little bit at Brians house, played the piano, brian played his guitar. sang a little bit, not well. haha! so around 10 we went to Bonita High School to see if there gym was open, but it wasn't so while we were thinking of where to play i was driving my babes car. haha. then i thought of a place to go play ball. so we went to the teen center in walnut. played ball for an hour. me and brian against babes and pierre. it was fun. then got hungry, so we decided to get panda express. mmmm yummy! then ate at babes house. babes and pierra had practice at 1 but i made them decide just to go at 3 because brians practice was at 3. so after we went to go visit my friend Kat to congratulate her for passing her driving test! haha. then came to my house. chilled at my house. pierre and babes started watching porn on my iphone. haha. brian started to record them with my camera. then they left for practice.
monday AMERICANA! =]
i started my spring break yesterday, but really it starts on monday, and so yes i didn't go to school yesterday and today. i wanted to extend my spring break.
my spring break started out pretty guhhhreaaat! so yesterday i woke up at 8 and then got ready because my boyprend came to pick me up to go play ball. so after he picked me up we went to La Verne to go pick up our best friend Brian Dineros and Pierre. We chilled a little bit at Brians house, played the piano, brian played his guitar. sang a little bit, not well. haha! so around 10 we went to Bonita High School to see if there gym was open, but it wasn't so while we were thinking of where to play i was driving my babes car. haha. then i thought of a place to go play ball. so we went to the teen center in walnut. played ball for an hour. me and brian against babes and pierre. it was fun. then got hungry, so we decided to get panda express. mmmm yummy! then ate at babes house. babes and pierra had practice at 1 but i made them decide just to go at 3 because brians practice was at 3. so after we went to go visit my friend Kat to congratulate her for passing her driving test! haha. then came to my house. chilled at my house. pierre and babes started watching porn on my iphone. haha. brian started to record them with my camera. then they left for practice.
monday AMERICANA! =]
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Procrastinating
i shouldn't be procrastinating so much cause i have so much work to do. i'm not going to school on thursday and friday so i'm going to have to finish all my homework and turn it in by tomorrow.. i have so much to do, and i'm starting to get a headache.. i don't even know why i'm writing in this write now.. lol.
well i'll tell you about my day on saturday. i went to World Of Dance with the boyfriend, Kat South, Andy, and his friend chris. it was pretty dope. i'll tell more later. i should really be doing my homework. especially my notes for my research paper.. due friday but i gotta turn it in tomorrow..
alright my mom is giving me ice cream =] i'll have some ice cream first then back to work.
payce!
well i'll tell you about my day on saturday. i went to World Of Dance with the boyfriend, Kat South, Andy, and his friend chris. it was pretty dope. i'll tell more later. i should really be doing my homework. especially my notes for my research paper.. due friday but i gotta turn it in tomorrow..
alright my mom is giving me ice cream =] i'll have some ice cream first then back to work.
payce!
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