i messed up..

it's all my fault. if i didn't get mad for the most stupidest reasons this would have never happened. i just ruined everything. we haven't lasted like this for a long time before.. and i wished this never happened.. i just wished i shouldn't have gotten mad.. it's all my fault! i regret doing it. i wish i could just rewind all of this so i can start all over.. i miss his voice. i miss his text messages. i miss his calls. i miss everything... i tried hiding my sadness from my friends, but i just couldn't.. i can't stop thinking about him and our good memories.. like our videos and our pictures.. i just want him back.. but it's up to him, and it's all my fault. but i sure truly am really sorry.. i love you..